1. |
Now it's gone
04:30
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Looking back
When everything felt different
Exploration mattered
And the journey to get there
Now it's gone
Now it's gone away
Never coming
Never get it back
No return
Won’t return
No way to get those feelings again
The things I’d do to to fell that way again
Listen to the forest for the first time
Feel the icy chill of glacial swims
See a star die out in the night sky
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2. |
Tears Fall
04:52
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I awake to myself alone
In the dark house we once called home
I keep walking along the hall
Hopelessly tears fall
I couldn’t even make the bed
Or move the pillow where you rested your head
Where you once lay down your hair
It’s not the same now you’re not there
In the yard where we once would sit
For hours when the fire was lit
I still stand through sleet and rain
Forever living with the pain
You did what you had always planned
With the razor that was in your hand
The bathroom forever red
It’s not the same now you’re not there
From the day that I found you dead
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3. |
Square one
03:54
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A mountain of dirt
And jagged stone
Hike to a peak
For safety
The onslaught of rain
Turns soil to mud
Sending back to square one
An impossible trek
Of snakes and ladders
Success is impossible
So you stand there alone
Defenceless
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4. |
Midsommar
05:15
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Can I find
A reason to live
Can I find
A way through the pain
Am I meant to walk
Alone in this world
Or am I meant to find
A purpose to this all?
Midsommar nights
When the sun kills the dark
The sky is split between
The dusk and infinite twilight
Midsommar nights
Just with me and you
An endless day we spend
I’ll hold you until the mourning has come
I found a way
Through the darkest days
And now the June evenings
Have melted away the frost
The colour returns
To the dying trees
I read your lips once more
And know that this is what I was waiting for
Midsommar nights
When the sun kills the dark
The sky is split between
The dusk and infinite twilight
Midsommar nights
Just with me and you
An endless day we spend
I’ll hold you until the mourning has come
I promise you I’ll never leave
(I’ll never leave)
Promise me the same
(You’ll never leave)
I promise you I’ll never leave
(I’ll never leave)
Please promise me the same
(You’ll never leave)
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5. |
Only Soil Remains
04:28
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Branches splintered
Upon the return
Of the coming winter
A storm brews along the horizon
Obscured by the dew coated foliage
Taking its last breath
Before the cold frost kills
Again another season
The green tones blackened
Will not see the light again
The seasons change
But only soil remains
The skies are darkened
By the suns last breath
The cold moon calls
For howling wind on a dying earth
Summer is gone
The hope of autumn
Is all but a memory
And spring is too far away
Winter is where you will stay
Is where I will stay
Is where we are
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6. |
Breathe
04:54
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The darkness surrounds
Dew scented with fog
A shiver runs down my spine
As the isolation sinks in
Turn back
Let go
Backward
Holding on
Breathe in
Breathe out
Let go
Let go
Turn back
Let go
Backward
Holding on
Breathe in
Breathe out
Let go
Let go
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7. |
Escape
03:19
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Amber city lights
Blurred with twilight eyes
A cold chill of a morning breeze
Paints a scene of desolace
The morrow sun awaits
With light and warmth and hope
A glimmer only to be
Extinguished in a few hours
Escaping dreams
Tormented skies
Rush towards nature
There’s too much noise
And people here
Move to the fucking sticks
Escaping dreams
Greyed out clouds
Get away from here
There’s too much noise
And people here
Move to the fucking sticks
The midday peak of light
Melts away the frost
Reminders of the structured world
A pit of cement and steel
An evening jam
Of cars and pollution
And people and animals
Clogging up Mother Nature
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8. |
Into The Fog
03:28
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A darkened rainy haze
Extinguished the passionate blaze
That once burned in my heart
And now it’s all but torn apart
The light has become so dim
No longer do I hear birds sing
Now I find that peace I knew
Is long gone, like the skies of blue
I’ve written out a plan
I’ve tried to live as long as I can
Forgotten by a familiar few
To disappear, and start anew
I’ll disappear into the fog
Congested by the smoke and smog
I’ll find a way to find my peace
For this mortal coil is up for lease
I’ll disappear into the fog
Congested by the smoke and smog
I’ll take my final breath alone
For my sins are too grand to atone
I’ll disappear
into the fog
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